I just hate it when you stare, when I need you and you don't care. I hate the way you laugh... you play pranks and enough is enough! I hate the way you try; to make me happy when I cry. I hate the way you talk I go crazy when you mock! I just hate it when you lie I grieve and wish I could die! I hate the way you kiss feels like heaven,when you do this I hate when you hug me tight and even more when you fight I just hate waiting for you, you come late with a lame excuse! I hate it when you talk too much... and much more when you touch! I hate the way you read my mind among the darkness you shine... I hate the way you care you never express but always stay near I hate everything about you; but my heart belongs to you.... I feel pensive,I stand alone, I can't breathe when you are gone!
The thin hope for life is already gone, Between life and death my world is torn. Cloud of gloom precedes and immerses my sky i couldn't escape how much i try... I'm dead now ,I'm silent... left my mortal body;I'm transparent. Left behind the world of living, which gave me nothing but suffering last time I saw myself ,lying on bed blood all over me,just red,fresh red! red were my hands and profound my pains... bleeding profusely and torn was my vein. Wanted to die and I prayed to God, he accepted my prayer with a silent nod! you cant see me,neither can hear... but I can always,when u shed those tears. Tears roll down ur cheeks swiftly... and time glides by slowly nd silently. I know u 'll forget me one day you will surely get over it one day. You will move on with a brand new life, with a warm big home and a new wife. But still when u wet those eyes... I know you think of me and I feel so nice! I gleam with joy and make rejoice... though I took death as my choice. You will cry secretly, and blame yourself I can guess it all,for I know you well! But I will be happy ,I will be glad.. For its You who made me bleed, made me sad…
