I just hate it when you stare,
when I need you and you don't care.
I hate the way you laugh...
you play pranks and enough is enough!
I hate the way you try;
to make me happy when I cry.
I hate the way you talk
I go crazy when you mock!
I just hate it when you lie
I grieve and wish I could die!
I hate the way you kiss
feels like heaven,when you do this
I hate when you hug me tight
and even more when you fight
I just hate waiting for you,
you come late with a lame excuse!
I hate it when you talk too much...
and much more when you touch!
I hate the way you read my mind
among the darkness you shine...
I hate the way you care
you never express but always stay near
I hate everything about you;
but my heart belongs to you....
I feel pensive,I stand alone,
I can't breathe when you are gone!
The thin hope for life is already gone,
Between life and death my world is torn.
Cloud of gloom precedes and immerses my sky
i couldn't escape how much i try...
I'm dead now ,I'm silent...
left my mortal body;I'm transparent.
Left behind the world of living,
which gave me nothing but suffering
last time I saw myself ,lying on bed
blood all over me,just red,fresh red!
red were my hands and profound my pains...
bleeding profusely and torn was my vein.
Wanted to die and I prayed to God,
he accepted my prayer with a silent nod!
you cant see me,neither can hear...
but I can always,when u shed those tears.
Tears roll down ur cheeks swiftly...
and time glides by slowly nd silently.
I know u 'll forget me one day
you will surely get over it one day.
You will move on with a brand new life,
with a warm big home and a new wife.
But still when u wet those eyes...
I know you think of me and I feel so nice!
I gleam with joy and make rejoice...
though I took death as my choice.
You will cry secretly, and blame yourself
I can guess it all,for I know you well!
But I will be happy ,I will be glad..
For its You who made me bleed, made me sad…
